A Little Sad

I checked the mail today and got a free Luvs diaper in the mail. It was a size 1 - it would have been for our lost baby. When you get pregnant, the doctor's office has you fill out a thing that they send in to different companies who then send you free stuff when the baby arrives. I knew it was for that baby because they sent a coupon with it that expires before the next baby will be born, and the new baby would be starting into size 1 diapers about now. Made me a little sad...we bought a onesie for Christmas for that baby and now we have this diaper. Sure, I could just let the new baby wear it...but it still makes me feel like I shouldn't. I don't know, I guess it's weird and not a big deal. I have nothing from that baby - I guess I feel like I should keep what little I had for it in memory of it. We'll see.